17-03-2017, 02:46 AM
2017-03-16
[This page has a large blotch of ink at the start.]
I fell asleep, fucking mess I made of this page. Ever since Hara was injured my work helping out has doubled. I don’t get much work done right now. I guess I don’t really mind beside missing to hold my lessons for my students.
I spoke with Bishop again. After all that’s happened I couldn’t bare being alone with it and at odds with everyone. I heard him out. Why he thinks Thorvald’s quite possibly mine. He thinks despite my lack of abilities I may still have it in my blood to pass it on. Or even awaken. He wishes to test it. I told him I don’t know if it should be attempted, I want a word with Ezri first. What if something goes wrong? Besides, do I want it after all this time? It was long ago I dreamt of the power to move fire, I was a child. Even if I’m just somewhere six or seven decades old, it feels like I’ve walked these Realms for several lifetimes since then.
I’ll have to think on all of it. But I’m tired. Now when Hades and Hara sleep, I need my rest too. Maybe I’ll check the tome over the Duras family, see if that has any clues at all. For now, I think I’ll listen to Bishop and hope he’s right about Thorvald and Hades. I love them both after all.
[This page has a large blotch of ink at the start.]
I fell asleep, fucking mess I made of this page. Ever since Hara was injured my work helping out has doubled. I don’t get much work done right now. I guess I don’t really mind beside missing to hold my lessons for my students.
I spoke with Bishop again. After all that’s happened I couldn’t bare being alone with it and at odds with everyone. I heard him out. Why he thinks Thorvald’s quite possibly mine. He thinks despite my lack of abilities I may still have it in my blood to pass it on. Or even awaken. He wishes to test it. I told him I don’t know if it should be attempted, I want a word with Ezri first. What if something goes wrong? Besides, do I want it after all this time? It was long ago I dreamt of the power to move fire, I was a child. Even if I’m just somewhere six or seven decades old, it feels like I’ve walked these Realms for several lifetimes since then.
I’ll have to think on all of it. But I’m tired. Now when Hades and Hara sleep, I need my rest too. Maybe I’ll check the tome over the Duras family, see if that has any clues at all. For now, I think I’ll listen to Bishop and hope he’s right about Thorvald and Hades. I love them both after all.