14-04-2013, 06:40 AM
Honesty is the best policy, so I'm not going to half-heart this.
Recently, the past few years actually, things have been getting worse and worse in both my home, at my part-time work and at my place of education. All of these are slowly going down the metaphorical crapper with a knock on effect on the others.
Dad's been ill. A lot. As in two strokes in as many months and slowly, both he and Mum have become less than what they were in terms of relations with me, seems they only care for my accademic sucess or, as they have been in uni, lack thereof. So you can imagine, I'm not feeling 100%. These knock on the the quality of my work and I've been threatened with being made redundant from my work and have forced myself to flunk uni.
And all things considered, I feel that in most communitys I join, I'm not much more than a pain.
Since secondary school, pretending to be someone else has ben my most active hobby, so somewhere like this I won't turn my nose up easily, but I see the quality of my contributions to this setting and the RP I do is slipping drastically.
With that in mind, I feel some time to myself, away from the server, is called for while I do my best to level things out. I don't know how long it'll be.
Here's hoping for more souls to reap and post-reaping waffles. Always makes me feel better.
--Death
Recently, the past few years actually, things have been getting worse and worse in both my home, at my part-time work and at my place of education. All of these are slowly going down the metaphorical crapper with a knock on effect on the others.
Dad's been ill. A lot. As in two strokes in as many months and slowly, both he and Mum have become less than what they were in terms of relations with me, seems they only care for my accademic sucess or, as they have been in uni, lack thereof. So you can imagine, I'm not feeling 100%. These knock on the the quality of my work and I've been threatened with being made redundant from my work and have forced myself to flunk uni.
And all things considered, I feel that in most communitys I join, I'm not much more than a pain.
Since secondary school, pretending to be someone else has ben my most active hobby, so somewhere like this I won't turn my nose up easily, but I see the quality of my contributions to this setting and the RP I do is slipping drastically.
With that in mind, I feel some time to myself, away from the server, is called for while I do my best to level things out. I don't know how long it'll be.
Here's hoping for more souls to reap and post-reaping waffles. Always makes me feel better.
--Death
