09-07-2013, 12:43 PM
So, I didn't make a leaving post because I never even intended to leave. I just didn't get online as I lost interest in it. I would say "I'll do it tomorrow" and I wouldn't because I've recently become very depressed. I had even stopped playing guitar for months before then. I almost failed grade 11 English for the third time. I regret not putting a leaving post, but I could not help it because I didn't think I was leaving.
But, I'm coming back...Hopefully. Unless I've pissed off Michelle too bad and she persuaded the staff to ban me or something. I am SO sorry for leaving just after I got that character accepted - and sub parly at that - after all that nonsense that I put you through. I feel horrible and after a while that contributed to my not coming back. I felt too guilty because of how hard you worked with me on that and then I just seemed to have left. I'm sorry for that..
I'm wondering if I have to make a new whitelist application or if I just have to make another character, because I had been thinking for a week or so now of what excuse I could make for Demotheus to have been..."away" for so long, but I can't figure one out so I'm thinking he has to go, unfortunately.
So this is to let everyone know that it was no fault of the staff, the players or just the layout of the server or anything like that, it was my own shortcomings and my illness that crushed my will to do ANYTHING or have the energy to do anything, which I only have slightly more of lately.
Hopefully I can start RPing again and perhaps that would boost my spirits a bit.
If someone could tell me if I have to do a whitelist application again than please do so, that'll be no issue.
But, I'm coming back...Hopefully. Unless I've pissed off Michelle too bad and she persuaded the staff to ban me or something. I am SO sorry for leaving just after I got that character accepted - and sub parly at that - after all that nonsense that I put you through. I feel horrible and after a while that contributed to my not coming back. I felt too guilty because of how hard you worked with me on that and then I just seemed to have left. I'm sorry for that..
I'm wondering if I have to make a new whitelist application or if I just have to make another character, because I had been thinking for a week or so now of what excuse I could make for Demotheus to have been..."away" for so long, but I can't figure one out so I'm thinking he has to go, unfortunately.
So this is to let everyone know that it was no fault of the staff, the players or just the layout of the server or anything like that, it was my own shortcomings and my illness that crushed my will to do ANYTHING or have the energy to do anything, which I only have slightly more of lately.
Hopefully I can start RPing again and perhaps that would boost my spirits a bit.
If someone could tell me if I have to do a whitelist application again than please do so, that'll be no issue.
